Stumble and Choke

"I say goodbye and choke, try to walk away and stumble, 

Though I try to hide it, it's clear 

my world crumbles when you are not near"

Listening to "I Try" by Macy Gray over and over.

I think I can get it over. In two weeks, I will get relief. 

These days have been crazy. Too much of everything, too much of nothing.

I felt empty and filled, hopeful and hopeless at same time. 

I am confident and nervous. 

I try to hide it, but of course you can't fool yourself like that.

It get accumulated. 

And calculated. 

Of how far I can go from there. 

It has a limit. I have a limit. Time is finite. 

What comes around, goes around. 

I stumble and choke. 

But I try, I try, I try...

Since there is no other option. hahaha, that's right. on&on, keep it on!!