All I Really Want to Do

"I ain't lookin' to compete with you, beat or cheat or mistreat you" 

   - Bob Dylan

I have been asked from someone recently,

"What do you really want to do?" 

Now, I have been asking the same questions over and over to see if I have any. 

I can name some, but it's not that I "really" enjoy every piece of it. 

You know, everything has good side and bad side. And the closer you look, 

the more you begin to see the darker side of moon. 

It is not always sunshines and beautiful skies. No, life isn't like that. 

I understand that very well. But human nature, or desire that resides within ourselves, 

can grow sometimes bigger than our capacity. You want more and you think you need more. 

"Knowing just enough" is not an easy task. 

Now I close my eyes. Rest my soul. 

TGIF. I rest, rest, and rest...